Intermittence

My friends Sasha asks me where I’m at with my search. I reply:

"My search is unfortunately intermittent. I've been distracted by my attachment to my connection with my ex-boyfriend, of which he's been pulling out and I've been busy (silly me) resisting it. I’m learning through the process about the very subjects of my attachements...

A few meetings with other people on the way every now and then (more and more), always truly inspiring (eye contact is already like fuel), more doors into the San Francisco underground scene (which is quite "spiritually aware"), little meditation practice unfortunately (I really have been distracted with this ex-boyfriend thing, depression and stuff: the West Coast has also made me indulge more in exploring my emotional side! ;-)), a fair amount of reading though. But I know practice is the chore.

I am very much looking forward to the Texas retreat in May." (Sasha got me all psyched with meditation and Buddhism, and I signed up for two retreats with Lama Ole Nydhal: one in San Francisco in April, and one in Texas in May)