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July 12, 2004

Falling in love

I have met someone and am falling in love! Letter to my new Love:

"Your words touch me so much they send me to another realm. Every word you write just plays with my soul an incredibly beautiful melody I didn't know existed. I really have been longing for you all my life.

The trick is this: you do not make me happy - I am deeply, thoroughly happy. This would not be altered if you were to leave me for some other corner of heaven. You are a consequence of my happiness, not a cause. This is where I feel I have really stepped into magic land, pure land, heaven. Some people think I am happy now because I met you. Before, they thought I was happy because I quit my job. But quitting my job and colliding with you happened precisely because I reached this state of quasi-unshakable bliss & clarity.

But now the meeting of our souls... and our bodies, and our minds!! This I feel can turn my bliss & clarity (and yours), in some magic mirror game, into some fractal manifestation of unknown proportion that keeps me wondering in awe and anticipation, like a child discovering an incredibly beautiful doll house, like the most exquisite psychedelic journey. This is exactly how I feel about us :-).

I want to see pictures of you. I want to meet the ones you love and who love you. Your mother, your brothers, your sister. I want to see your eyes dive into their eyes. I want to see you as a child. I want to get glimpses of all I missed of you all this time we were separated.

My heart beats much stronger when you come and visit my soul."

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